Things I Need To Do..

1. Stop watching PORN!
2. Get closer to God
3. Pray more often
4. Do my daily devotions
5. Get tough
6. Learn martial arts
7. Protect Joy
8. Study hard
9. Score my SPM
10. Become a Pilot
11. Marry Joy

My True Love..

It's already 3 months! : D

04.06.11

We talked for 5 hours straight

and i only slept an hour before going to church.

But it was worth it :)

I love her so much

and it would tear me apart if i lose her..

She's the one i am meant to be with.

The one that keeps me in check 

and the one that helps me see things clearer.

I thank God he put her in my life..

She is my guardian angel

and I will always be grateful to God for her.

I love you my shemelly baby 

Mmuahxx! :*

Baby you light up my world like nobody else..

Baby,

I love you..

you're my one and only girl..

Even if i have numerous female friends.

They are not you..

You have no idea how much i love you..

I can't find the strength to wrong against you.

I can't find the strength to leave you..

My love for you is too much for me to handle..

Therefore i need you in my life so i can share it with you..

You and me are unique in our own way..

I like sweet and you like spicy and salty..

I kinda like bieber and you hate bieber.

that's what makes us so compatible..

Opposites attracts right?

I love you baby,

Always and Forever..

: )

Kak Manisah...

This is my family..

Although she was paid to take care of us,

she did it with such grace.

As much as we bullied her, talk back at her, fight with her.

We loved each other.

She covered for me when i went out with friends,

took care of me when i was sick, 

comforted me when i got canning or the belt from my dad or grandfather

and

shared personal stuff with one another.

She was the mother i never had.

I love her so much! : /

Aunty, thank you for being there beside me whenever

I needed you.

thank you for being the shoulder i could cry on.

thank you for being my best friend when i was lonely.

thank you for keeping my secrets from anyone.

thank you for the awesome food you use to cook for us.

thank you for keeping up with our bad ass attitudes,

and selfish wants.

but most of all,

thank you for being our "mom".

I know you're in heaven now,

cause otherwise

all the non-sense you've tolerated over the past 13 years

will be a total waste.

May God bring happiness to your family

and may you rest in peace : )

Me and You : )

Me playing Friday is forever by we the kings

No matter

how far apart we are

from each other.

My heart will always be yours

to keep <3